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Don't Be Afraid

by Kerrin Connolly

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How many open windows scared me When I could've had fresh air How many glasses fully empty 'fore I decided not to care Always the breeze of something bigger And the taste of something sweet But never the whole pitcher Never enough to move me from the same old seat Lately there's a fly in my room I never knew they live so long I just assumed an early doom Is just what you get Hitting your head again and again Off every wall in this old tomb Expecting them to move At any rate, I need some sleep Lately there's a fly in my room I never knew they live so long I just assumed an early doom Is just what you get Hitting your head again and again Off every wall in this old tomb Expecting them to move At any rate, I need some rest Is this a test? I am obsessed Oh, there's a fly above my bed It's in my head singing its song I think instead I'd like it dead It's just what you get Hitting your head again and again We're cut from the same web I bet a far worse trap's been set No, this ain't over yet Not over yet It's not over yet
2.
What could possibly go wrong? It's only Monday Pardon me, I'm busy being in my own way Out of here with no good fortune left to gamble Knowing me, I'll meet a giant falling anvil And it'd be just my luck So when I get crushed I can say I saw it coming I can say I saw it coming Spend the day rehearsing my reactions to you Pass away in every daydream I am drawn to Repeat the worst scenario, which would you rather? Natural or otherwise tragic disaster So when I get crushed I can say I saw it coming I can say I saw it coming Worry worry worry worry It won't happen if I worry Worry worry worry worry I'll be ready if I worry I'll be ready if I And it'd be just my luck So when I get crushed Well at least I saw it coming Well at least I saw it coming Worry worry worry worry It won't happen if I worry Worry worry worry worry I'll be ready if I worry I'll be ready if I
3.
Hydra 03:27
I'm going in blind With a sword at my side And a veil across my face Cause I'm afraid the air out here ain't safe And this my fabled labor Well I'm done doing favors You best watch out behind ya Kill one two more will find ya Don't let the struggle define ya Beware the Hydra Beware the Hydra I swear it used to be different Now i'm burning the torches at both ends How much more will you ask of me Cutting off the parts of me well spent Cauterizing the wounds so they don't mend How much more will you ask of me You best watch out behind ya Kill one two more will find ya Don't let the struggle define ya Beware the Hydra Beware the Hydra You best watch out behind ya Kill one the rest will find ya Don't let the struggle define ya Beware the Hydra Beware the Hydra
4.
At some point I got too big for the space under your bed Biting ankles didn't suit me so I moved to your closet I know the feeling I know you're scared 'cause somebody scared me too Funny, I used to be a lot like you 'Til I turned into something else Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me, oh Please don't be afraid of me Don't be afraid of me I'm trying but I know that look I learned to love what I had, a troubled little thing trying to claw through the cracks, oh Fact is that people will hurt you, and it has absolutely nothing to do with you I know the feeling Healing over and hardening, sharpening Sometimes I'm unrecognizable Like I turned into someone else Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me, oh Please don't be afraid of me Don't be afraid of me I'm trying but I know that look Living by light through the keyhole What if I've become the one I've been running from Open the door to a tiptoe What's that? I thought your eyes were closed But you can see me oh god you can see me oh no Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me Please don't be afraid of me, oh Please don't be afraid of me Don't be afraid of me I'm trying but I know that look
5.
New York 03:08
She says she loves New York I mean I guess it's great If you like mean streets at a high price Of always being late I'd like to think I could compete with that New York New York If I could be new york Or at least new to her The big ol' apple of her eye Watching the lights go by We'd never sleep 'Cause no one ever does New York New York I really wish I was Oh as vast as the city She'd never know me Oh at least not completely But you could tell she loves me By the way she walks down all my streets 'Cause she knows they're made for her In the city of dreams Y'know it's all I ever do Just to wake up next to you Would be a god damn dream come true (Is it the same for you) Is it the same for you Oh as vast as the city She'd never know me Oh at least not completely But you could tell she loves me By the way she walks down all my streets 'Cause she knows they're made for her She says she loves New York (She'd never know me) She says she loves New York (Not completely) Look at the way she walks down all my streets 'Cause she knows they're made for her
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No. 44 02:59
Oh the things you can do when you're unaccounted for I knew it would end like it started, sure as I'd been born Hey, isn't it somethin', Haley's Comet Circled back around to keep this old man honest The brightest lights in life will cast a mighty darkness I can only hope mine is at the very least thought provoking A couple of strangers, cloaked in mystery Two freaks of nature, together in destiny Something to stifle disappointment Or maybe just to keep my head from fixing on it The brightest lights in life will cast a blinding darkness So give me my glasses, the chapter's finally closing

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released September 2, 2022

Music, lyrics, production, and engineering by Kerrin Connolly
Album art by Emily Fitzgerald

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